February 2012
321 posts
i don’t want to feel sad.. but its coming :-( i know it is, why? ive resulted to miming to avril on video..
i always try to turn the fact that im impulsive into a positive like ‘im just spontaneous/adventurous’ but thats bull im just hasty and very in the moment… wish i could change that
just wrote rhianedd, lauren and joanna letters to occupy my mind from thinking too much. it was nice
if you spend 21 quid on a gig and your just going to stand there and glare at people, and not even dance… you deserve to have wasted your money. i wish there was more life in gigs these days, but most girls are boring and judgy - go away. where as guys jump up and down with beer and make mosh pits… not my favourite but at least its something?
i just want to sleep
i have some serious beef with my brain after today.. REST.. you gooey alien thing
some people have no fucking idea how my mind runs and it pisses me off knowing no one in this world properly knows me inside and out. everyone’s a disappointment but that wouldnt be the case if my mind didn’t conjure up that thought about them.. if i didn’t stupidly make the assumption that people are disappointing then i would never feel low about disappointments. so basically...
trust is like trying to build the tallest skyscraper in the world for me atm - its not going well
*breaks into skyscraper by demi lovato*